BAM!!!
In the Zen, there is a saying, "Killing a person with a very small ball of iron."
Under the current circumstances, it could be said more simply with "a bullet".
Since ancient times, Zen's old men have used the term "murder" a lot.
These expressions can be said to be "to be reborn".
Anyway, I have to die, and if I solve this situation with the thought of it, the shot goes right through my body, hits the vital point, and my heart is in a complicated situation.
In reality, it would all be over with a roar of "Bam!"
It ends right away without any time to think or question.
If you're prepared to die, all your delusions will end with the sound of the old man's beating table. BAM!!!
