Turn off the switch of your brain
Since writings and words, especially the words we use, are misleading with fixed ideas for this reason, I only say hello through e-mail and do not communicate.
But to explain, what I'm trying to say is that you don't have your background knowledge, so you have to accept it like you are hearing it for the first time to get to the truth self.
That's why the old prehistoric people said, "Give up on being smart" or "Just be a fool.""
So people who are smart and strong in their own philosophy have a little hard time meeting Seon(Zen) for the first time.
Your daily life, that's all from you think and your efforts.
If you love and like what you do in your life, you do it without thinking about it, even if it's economically burdensome and difficult.
When I do Dharma Talk, I usually talk without thinking or effort, so I don't have to worry and have a hard time.
So I just do it. If you think of saving people, pride will come up at some point, and if you try to speak with effort, you can say something that sounds smart, but from the standpoint of truth, it's like lying.
So don't try to be good, just relax and do everything. When you lose strength, there is a space called "relaxation".
If you understand me, you're wrong, and if you don't, you're a fool. :)
Understanding is also created through thought, so just ignore it.
I'm sorry to make you have a headache, but that's my kindness.
So turn off the switch of your brain at least when you listen to Dharma Talk.
From Beggar King's Email.